Thursday, June 13, 2013

Tender mercies







This boy is my rock. He rocks!


The last couple of days I've been feeling down on myself, but Heavenly Father has been looking out for me despite my flaws and imperfections. I was told that I would make a good wife and mother one day. I was told the vets at the clinic like me because they ask me to do things and trust me. I have a greater desire to study spiritual things. My relationships are more fulfilling.

Sometimes I need to remember that I have a lot of good qualities and that I am doing very well. That the mistakes that I do make do not define me. It's nice to have a reminder sometimes. We are all human after all.



Sunday, May 5, 2013

General Conference April 2013

Back in October I was able to go to SLC for conference for the first time ever. Mom was supposed to come with me but sadly it didn't work out. This April, Josh invited me and some other friends of ours to go stay at his place for the weekend and go to conference. I hadn't had that much fun in such a long time! Meeting his family was wonderful and a little nerve racking being a girlfriend and all. 

Conference itself was beautiful and incredible and full of the Spirit. We ended up watching Saturday morning session in the VC and tried to get tickets for the afternoon. It was a group of 8 of us and at one point we split up. Josh and I decided to go stand in the stand by line and hope that we could get in. He had his arm around my shoulders ass we walked across the grass to the line. As soon as we reach the line a gentleman approaches us and asks if we were wanting tickets.

"Well, yes"

He then proceeds to hand us 2 tickets for saturday afternoon session on the floor level. WOW! I am so grateful for that man! We ended up going in!

 Waiting in line to enter for afternoon session.

After Saturday afternoon session. It was so packed and such an experience! 

 The group. All but 1 ended up getting tickets for the same session in pairs; none of us sat by each other though.



I really enjoyed the weekend. Josh's family was so gracious to allow us to stay with them and we watched all Sunday sessions with them. I'm grateful for the gospel of Jesus Christ and to learn from Church leaders.

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Weekend getaway

We're going to try this again. For years in the past I had blogged about lots of things happening in my life. Sometimes I shared too much. Sometimes I was super vague and no one could figure out what I was saying. Maybe that's why people stayed around? Because I made them feel better about themselves based on my lack of ability to bring my thoughts down to earth?

Anyway, I have discovered something wonderful. This vast thing we call life. I have these people who I will call friends and these other people that I will call family. I learn stuff from them all the time and honestly they make my life super enjoyable. That's what life is about, right? The family category includes people that I know and really like. They don't have to be blood. The friends category includes everyone else. Really. Except maybe the people that scare me and I don't really want to be around them. They are still people too! I recognize that!

So starting with this past weekend, let me tell you about some of my adventures. I currently attend school in eastern Idaho and am dating a boy from Utah. He has brought me down to meet his family twice and I'm really already in love with them. Don't tell them though. It might freak them out. Made the drive down on Friday evening with a car full of boys and tried to make record time in order to attend a wedding reception of a couple friends from the mission. It was pretty funny because Josh's phone died, we lacked a GPS, and were in a Utah town that neither of us had ever set foot in. Thank goodness for the grid system, yeah? Before finding this quaint little get together I had to stop at Taco Bell. Not for the usual bean burrito but so I didn't embarrass myself from losing control of my bladder. As we pull out Josh decides it's a good idea to strip and change his shirt as I drive. Don't worry, everyone passing by can see you. As I turn my head to look in my mirror he exclaims, "Don't look!!!" Sorry!!

After arriving at our destination, we visit his neighbors at 11 something at night. I'm exhausted but I'm a good sport because it's important to be supportive and plus I want to meet the people in his life. Made a connection with a girl at the party over my home state and through an awkward commandment hugged one of his best friends. It was great.

Whether it was a session in the temple, becoming aware of my out-of-shape body ice blocking for the first time in my life, and watching an incredible family take photos together for the last time for almost 2 years, I really enjoyed myself. I feel like Josh and I have a lot of moments. Whether they are sentimental or really just ridiculous, I have so much fun. I really hope to be able to capture even just a few of the moments that happen in my life on the rest of this blog. Challenge accepted!